Superman
Monday, December 5, 2011 | 4:11 AM | 0 comments
My superman.
Though it's 4.17 in the morning and I'm only left with less than 2 hours to sleep, I still want to blog. I want to make it a point to update my blog from now on. To make myself aware of how did I spend each day.
Anyways, today's post is about my superman. Yupps, he's my dad. A gift that Father gave me. Why the sudden post about my dad, you may ask. It is because today, I went out with my dad and I had came to realize many things.
My dad, a man of few words. Someone whom when I talked about, tears will start forming. He worked so hard for all his life. Since young, he quit school just to provide for his little siblings, to let them go for further educations. But him? He stopped at Primary 6.
Ever since granny passed away last year. The moment when granny passed away, my dad lost his family. During the funeral, the siblings that he adore so much, disregarded him by not including him in any decision making. I don't know why they did that but my dad, is their eldest brother and yet they did that to him. That moment was really the most difficult time of his life, I can sense that. He never has it easy in his work too, ever since the boss which he had worked for had passed away. The current boss and colleagues now just simply suck. They tried many ways to get rid of my dad because having working for more than 30 years, the pension or whatever it is called, will be a lot of money. They tried to find ways to get my dad to quit on his own. Because he has to provide for us, he never quit. Even through the time when granny passed away, when his colleague verbally insulted him, he lost his cool back then. It's understandable.
My dad had always dote on me. I can sense that and I know that. Therefore I want to do my best to make him proud. Though he may not have a good life in the earlier part, when he was looked down by his own siblings, I want to make him happy at his later part of his life. I want to work hard and earn lots of money not because I want to revenge on my relatives that they looked down on my dad. I want to show them, love and family warmth is more than some shitty money.
Maybe a good thing from it is that my little brother started losing faith in buddhism. He find more assurance in God. I always wonder to myself, I can make people like kpop so easily by influencing them, why can't I do it so easily for Christianity. I think this kind of matter really needs time and need that particular person to really feel God's love for him/her.
My ultimate wish, my parents and my family members and my friends to know God and accept him. Because I really want to reunite with them again in Heaven. Won't it be nice to meet in Heaven again when everything is just pure happiness?
Anyways, my daddy, I love you. Though you seldom speak, but your actions warms me. You always want to spend more time with me but you never force me to, you will always ask me whether do I want to go anywhere with you. I will get the hint, daddy. I will want to stick to you. :) Though there are times when I am mad at you, I really am sorry. Because I know that no one loves me like you do. No one accepts me like you do. I will always remember that when I had troubles, the embrace that you gave me, the pain that you felt and the encouraging words. I had met many kinds of dad(s), to me, you are my superman. Thank you. From now on, I will work even harder to be a better girl to you. :')
