So right now, just a few more hours away; in another 1 hour and 33 minutes, my Term Break starts. Another day has pass by mercilessly, yet again.
As I was sitting on the couch today, I can't help but think that, As I sit here, I am slowly growing up, but on the other hand, it also means that my life is also being reduced, bit by bit. 2012 is nearing, and as the first two numbers had reflected, I'm turning 20. I need some life catalysts to change or speed up my life with more colors. I will always find myself asking, till date, what have I achieved? Where am I heading to after this chapter of life in TP ends?

I always tell myself to buck up, time to make a different. Yet I always find the passion that I had ignited within myself just like a firework, gone in a flash. So radiating at that moment but gone in just a blink of an eye.
I want to pick up skills, skills that I really like and am really interested in, skills like learning a third language and being more musically inclined, till date, nothing much was done. Reason being, I am trying to hold too many things together that it starts to fall apart when I don't keep things running consistently. I am lazy, I should be more hardworking. I am stupid, I should be smarter.

I really like things relating to Korea. Kpop, K culture, etc. It is like a dimension where I can be myself. But what kind of things can I do or learn so that I can venture into such industry in the future? Events Management? At times like this, I always envy those Hallyu Stars, whereby at a tender age, they started practicing and now, they have a career and even though it's tiring but at least, they found the "thing" that is running in their life. They are heading to one direction, getting to the same destination and that is music.
I am always curious to want to know the feeling whereby you practice so hard and so long for a performance and finally, it's time to show case what you had been working hard for. I can't imagine the sense of achievement that they will feel.

Hmmmms. I guess all things ain't too late as yet. This time, I must really buck up. I want and hope to see the changes in my life. Whether is it musically, spiritually, physically, emotionally or verbally, I commit everything to God. :)