Her whisper is the Lucifer

♥ I don't know why

Monday, October 3, 2011 @ 8:43 PM


I don't know why but I feel like crap now. In a mess. I think I had lost touch of stress for too long that now when I felt it, it's too much to handle! I need to run away!

It's 3 weeks before school starts and I thought I could be free to do everything which I want to do but more and more things are piling up. Especially Major Project. Few days ago I was thinking what's the problem with Major Project, I don't feel anything towards it. And now, I felt things are getting out of hand because I felt the importance of it. :|

Have to do many reports and REVIT! :| Hopefully everything will be alright and when our school supervisor sees it, he will nod head and say ok.
Things can be done, reports could be done in a day and I don't know why I felt so stress because of it. I guess the result matters. It's 12 Credit Units! :|
But no matter what result I get, it's from God and I know everything will be alright. He will be there to help me.

I think I need a jog everyday to kick start my day. To make myself feel good and ok. I finished 2 reports today and what's left will be reading of Project Management book, doing a mindmap for shutters, render Revit images and build on the overall report and lastly a flowchart. Hope Priya could make the ROI ok, if not, I'm gonna bang head against the wall. :|

I tried watching videos to make me feel ok but I guess it's just a temporary getaway. I need to go to Korea now. haha. Onew oppa will be away to Taiwan on my birthday, I shall go to Taiwan. haha! If only.

Alrights, I should de-stress myself now. Got to think of positive things! Thinking that mommy will not be working tomorrow. Getting my pay tomorrow. (:
Shall slowly finish whatever things on hand! God will guide me through!




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