Sunday, November 29, 2009
Labels: I'm renewed in God's Strength. BianTai-V blogged@ 8:58 PM___________________Had Bible Study yesterday, so long since we last met up. This time round, no more Jami and me in a group only. Addition of Orlena, SzeMin and Eunice. :)
Touched about the topic on Sins. Well, no one could stay sinless for even one min. I believe that's true. Small ations like being angry inwardly, having evil thoughts, judging others are sins. I'm gotta set some rules for myself. =]
Today is Sunday and I went to Church with Orlena. :)
Today is talking about Pilgrims and Pilgrimage. A pilgrim is someone who travels, not aimlessly but with a goal. As Child of God, we can be pilgrims. And our ultimate goals, as Ms Chiam told me, is not to have good grades, getting good careers and stuff. As Child of God, our ultimate goal is to go to Heaven. The day when we see God. =]
Yes, we die but yet we can overcome it with God and Jesus.
"Don't do things out of our own strength. If you want to give up, seek God, He will provide you with the strength that you will never use finish. So, do everything with God's Strength."
Went for Kaleo awhile cause Ms Chiam say they needed help for the Christmas eve event. The glove thing. They needed one more pair of hand. But in the end I think they found it.
Oh oh! Pris Pris! Ms Chiam's baby is a baby girl! =D
Changed my blogsong to "Hope of the Nations". I'm going to be 2years old soon! =D"I miss you..."
Friday, November 27, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:02 PM___________________Changed my blog song to this. =]
恋爱频率 by 许志安&许慧欣
许志安:好久没有吹微风的晚上
我们看着山下都市灯光
你说快乐和自由是穷人的天堂
这种想法我很喜欢Oh—
许慧欣:你要我闭上眼睛想像
有我看不见的一个远方
你说地球是乐园要用心去游览
这种说法多浪漫
许志安:心在飞 许慧欣:心在飞
许志安:路很长 许慧欣:路很长
许志安:我们是彼此的避风港
许志安:听着你 许慧欣:I believe
许志安:聊到从前和未来
许志安,许慧欣:你心里所有的梦 跟我很像
合:Oh you light up my life
所以我也希望我们心中频率都一样
许慧欣:梦加点感觉
许志安:思念装上翅膀
合:爱是无限可能的飞翔
Oh—You light up my life
我想让你分享
我们心动时分的梦想
许慧欣:这是一个开始
许志安:还是一种分享
许志安,许慧欣:未来正在等待不是吗
许志安(独白):
一直跟你说那天一起吃晚饭
想问你开心吗
这些日子看着你
造着自己的梦想
快乐专心的每个样子
我想我们的梦想有一样的频率
不是吗
BianTai-V blogged@ 6:28 PM___________________Firstly, I wanted to wish WeiLing a Happy Belated Birthday! Sorry, I didn't manage to blog yesterday. But still,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI LING! Hope you had enjoyed your day. =D My younger brother got back his PSLE results yesterday. He scored an aggregate of 230. I was having my lunch when he told me that, I got a shock. I didn't expect him to get 230 points, not because I looked down on him, but by the way he said that Maths was tough and stuff. He scored A for all four subjects and a Merit for Higher Chinese. He wanted to go to St Hildas' Sec. So, wish him all the best. =DI will help him with his studies, if I could still remember. haha. =] So, there's many projects which I had yet done and are due soon. Term Test is coming soon, next next week and a Special Ocassion speech next week. Saw a rainbow yesterday when I was at the Mushroom with Sharon, Evon and WeiLing. And also, I saw Xin Ling, it had been ages since I last seen her. Year 3 in LRM. Saw Shermeen jiejie on my way home too. =]
Monday, November 23, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:29 PM___________________Today was alright but yet, still not fully healed. Old problem though, gastric problem. Headache was still there. But glad that I still managed to pay attention in class.
Mind went blanked during the test. So, guess I'm gonna fail. =[
Imma go bed now. =]"Cause the feeling is back again.When you're away, there's this empty feeling..."
Saturday, November 21, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 8:59 PM___________________Cry-Mandy Moore
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside(deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
The moment that I saw you cry
It was late in September
And I've seen you before(and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside(deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
All right...
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
In places no one will find
In placed no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside(deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry.
BianTai-V blogged@ 2:20 PM___________________I did not do my research last night in the end because I felt really sick. Woke up in the middle of the night, I was having a fever. Woke up again in the morning feeling really really sick. But thank God, my fever had subsided. I went to the toilet. Head felt heavy, I knew at that instance, I am going to faint. There's something stuck at the throat. I stood up, everything seems to go blank. I held on to the wash basin countertop. I made a turn and there comes a portion of my dinner. Sorry to mention it here. But I really felt better after vomitting.
Mom said I looked flushed. With those pale face and lips. She asked me to go see a doc but yet I declined. I never really like seeing doctors and so I think the last time I had visited the doc is during Sec3. I rather depend on my Healer. :)
I will be alright soon. :)
Friday, November 20, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 9:03 PM___________________Just trained down to Marina Square to get my Field Trip project done. I went over to Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe for my project. The initial plan was to have it with Evon, Chingyan and En Ni but in the end Evon and En Ni are still over at the flyer. So I had it with Ching Yan. She said those food met her expectations so it was a pass.
Went back home after dinner because I'm not feeling well. I don't know is it stomach cramp or just plain stomach ache. It started to pain halfway during Drill Assessment. Then it continued the whole day. Taking the train to and back home was agony because it really hurts a lot. Felt like vomitting on the way home. =[
Got to go do my research now."I keep praying to God.Even though things don't really goes my way,but yet, I am very very gratefulthat He place you in my life..."
BianTai-V blogged@ 3:12 PM___________________
"Rainy Days..."
It was pouring very heavily just now. Thank God I had reached home before that. :)My body is having issues with me now. My stomach doesn't feel well since morning. My cough had yet subsided, it's been a month already though.Hmms. Should start on my research jobs tonight. Had group meeting tmr and I had yet done my research. And also, Special Ocassion Speech will be due tmr. Got to burn midnight oil tonight. =[ "You'll never knowhow important you areto me..."
Thursday, November 19, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:18 PM___________________Wednesday's Impromptu Speech Test is finally O-V-E-R! haha. Mr. Jeff was shuffling our papers to get the orders out. I was the third one. Ronney was the first. His topic was 'My Dream Vacation'. I had gotten a topic which got me really stunned. I thought it was going to be those, 'Think about a time when...." those kind but in the end I had gotten, "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going". But I managed to crap out things for 1mins and 33sec. teehee. :D Sharon was fifth if I'm not wrong, and she had gotten, 'What will happen if women ruled the world.'
I think I'm really enjoying my Public Speaking class. They are a whole bunch of jokers which could turn a Impromptu Speech Test into normal lesson times which really helped me a lot to calm myself down. :)
Special Ocassion speech up next! =D
Well, had dinner over at Prata shop with Sharon, HanLin yeye, Leongwei, Weisian, Evon and Pearcesley just now. I finally had my prata! haha. Had been wanting to eat it since holidays. :)
It was a really good feeling to sit outside the library, at the steps during rainy days. When the wind blows, it sorts of blew away my troubles for a moment. :)
Tmr is going to be another long day. haha.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 12:06 AM___________________
"The sudden downpour caught me off guard..."TPRawks duty today. It's the same as last time's Engine week. Not much changes around. Hmms. There's still duty tmr. LOA extended to 6pm and that means that I need not go for my CDS. And that means, no Impromptu Speech test. But I guess I will not give it a miss cause it's quite important to me, this test. I could see busy days path out ahead of me. Tonnes of research works waving in my direction. Like PSPS, IntHT, Public Speaking and many more. But I think I will end up procrastinating. haha. Motivation! Needed them a lot...Random stuff in Facebook:God wants me to know... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep. The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it. "Someone asked me todayDo I miss you?This question made my heart sink.Cause I had been wanting to admit thatI miss you...a lot..."
Monday, November 16, 2009
Labels: I want to hold you till I die... BianTai-V blogged@ 11:15 PM___________________Had been listening to this song, it's very nice especially at the chorus part. =]
It's Sometimes When We Touch by Olivia Ong.
Enjoy! =D
SOMETIMES WHEN WE TOUCH-OLIVIA ONG
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
For who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you
[Chorus]: And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance's an honest strategy
Leaves me grappling with my pride
But through the years of maturity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize-fighter
Still trapped within my youth
[Chorus]: And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
[Chorus]: And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides.
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:45 PM___________________
Had been quite addicted to card games recently. It was at first poker and today, Old Maid. From morning till lesson end, we had been playing Old Maid and I am glad to say that, I never lost and become Old Maid before. Tehee :PBut yet, when we played one round of 'Donkey', I lost. hahaha. =D Gonna have LOA tmr, from 10am till 2pm, due to TPRawks. Then Wednesday, 12pm-4pm. And afterwhich, Public Speaking. =[ Public Speaking Impromptu Speech Test. Hope I will get a good topic. =] "Just one glance..."
Labels: 381 days BianTai-V blogged@ 12:50 AM___________________
"A rainbow will appear after a heavy downpour. =]" I always wonder, where are the ends of the rainbow be at. And also, is there really pots of gold at the ends of the rainbow. Well, I still don't know the answers to these questions but what I know is that, rainbow holds a great significant. It holds a promise. A promise that God gave to us. =]I was told, a rainbow is a reminder to God. In the past, God can easily crush the earth, He can easily destroy it with a pinch of his hands, like the flood that He sent ages ago. He will only do that if He's really angry with what we had done. And thus, rainbow is here to remind God that no matter what we had done, He will not uses His wrath to destroy the vulnerable earthlings. The reason why I'm still up is because I wanted to upload my assignments which is due today and thursday respectively. I guess the program is having issues with me so I guess, I will have to upload them in school tmr then.Shall go to bed now. =DGot to wake up early tmr at 7.15am for school. *Groans*Good night! =]
Friday, November 13, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:34 PM___________________
"C-O-C-O-N-U-T! Coconut Coconut, 1 for $2.50." Yupps, we are selling Coconuts, 1 for $2.50 and 3 for $6. For today's Campus Care NetWork Day (CCN Day). Went round the school selling coconut, guess Business School's students are better. Went into Applied Science School yet not many bought. The whole class were exhausted after selling them. But yet, am happy to have profit coming back to us. =DWent to find Pris and Gan ma and Shermeen jiejie at KFC after that.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 8:34 PM___________________
Yupps, had my first impromptu speech today. I got the topic, "How to say your way out of trouble." Gosh, my mind went blank the moment I stepped out to the front to face the class. Next week will be impromptu speech assessment.
So, Maths Quiz tmr. Gotta go study for it later. :)
Evon asked me if I wanted to go blood donation with her. I wanted to but still, there's many things stopping me. I'm scared of the needles, I will faint at the sight of blood. I don't think I can stand the smell of blood. But still, I wanted to help. Hmms... Should I? :)'Don't think I am the one anymore...'
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 9:50 PM___________________I dropped my phone today in class. :( It fell flat. Fell flat. But I'm glad it's alright, period. :) haha.
Okays. Got to overcome myself, my own fear. For tomorrow's Public Speaking. :)
I want SEAL points! I want more SEAL points. haha. I want to join a sports CCA. Maybe I should join back Taekwando. hehe. Neh. Shall think about this when I had the time.
"Assumptions..."
Monday, November 9, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 8:37 PM___________________Feeling drowsy the whole day. Can't get my spirit up. Not going to take my cough medicine anymore cause it made me unable to concentrate in school. Headache added to that burden.
School was alright today. Rainy days made my Monday Blue-er cause I'm falling asleep anytime in class. I'm afraid of Public Speaking, not looking forward to it anymore. I'm really loss, I don't know what to do. =[
Nevermind, it's just another Monday Blues. =]
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Labels: 372 days BianTai-V blogged@ 7:23 PM___________________
Yupps, had Subway for lunch yesterday. =D
Had duty for today for the Director's Cup for Badminton. It was suppose to end at 5pm but yet it ended at around 1.30pm. We went to clubroom and made models for the secondary school student to play with. Had a late lunch and went home.
Had been feeling drowsy for the whole day due to the cough medicine. *Yawns*
Thursday, November 5, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:36 PM___________________
School was alright today. Lunch over at Business School. Class ended at 4pm.
Accompanied EnNi to work, together with niang, Sharon and Evon. While walking there, it poured heavily. We are all caught under the rain. Decided to walk under the rain since we are going to reach. We are all drenched when we reached Tampines One. EnNi headed to work while we went walking around.
Went to find EnNi. Because she worked at New Zealand Natural Ice Cream so we could sample those ice creams. Well, not exactly ice creams but yoghurts. Niang gave me some of hers. It tasted nice, especially the banana ones. =]
Niang introduced me bread. It was tasty. =]
Wanted to take a bus home because it was raining. Evon went off first because her bus 72 came already. So I waited for my 293. It didn't come and there was a long queue, and thus, I decided to walk home instead. Saw LeongWei and WeiSian at the basketball court. They were both drenched from the downpour.
Walked home after awhile. :)
Gym tmr. :)
Afterwhich, Subway! =D"It's always such a great joyto know that my prayers had beenanswered. :)"
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:32 PM___________________A quick post before I go to sleep. *Yawns*
Well, brought my lappy to school today to configure. Thank you Evon for helping me. (: Went for lesson. After that, had lunch after niang came back from gym. Going to gym this Friday! :D
Then went to clubroom. Did some man-boothing before CDS starts. Mr.Jeff is not around today. I realised that, Public Speaking is really not for me. I'm not suitable for it. =[
But I will work harder. :)
Gatecrashed yeye's lecture. Then went for table tennis, didn't play much. Went home with Sharon, it was raining heavily. So we linked all the way back to my house. It was so cool, from TP all the way sheltered to the opposite of my house. God really answered my prayer! hehe. I was praying to God to hold back the rain until we could get back home safetly. And the rain subsided after awhile. :)
Ohya, there's a test tmr. Gotta go study for it. :("When the rain pours,you came to my mind.I miss you.Alot..."
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:41 PM___________________Heard this song from niang's phone during one of the breaks yesterday. :)
Enjoy! =]
Wait For You-Elliott Yamin
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:31 PM___________________School was alright lately. But had been rather taxing for the body cause of the long hours of studying. Therefore, I'm sleeping earlier and earlier.
But yet, had been quite slack. Not revising after school. I will work harder.
PS. Sharon is going to buy me in Facebook. hahah.
PPS. Want to go gym soon. :)"For you, I will wait.For you, I believe I can do it even thougheverything seems so bleak.I don't know how long I could hold onbut I'm trying hard not to snap apart.I'm trying..."
Sunday, November 1, 2009
BianTai-V blogged@ 4:04 PM___________________
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!
I'm really sorry that I didn't heard my alarm rang this morning at 12am so I'm not in time to wish you Happy Birthday! Sorry!
Went to Church with the girls today. I almost fell asleep during prayer time. :P
From the moment I stepped into the sanctuary till the end of the service, I keep having this strong feeling. A feeling never felt before. Like God is giving me courage.
School tmr. Needed advice...
