Tuesday, December 30, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:58 PM___________________Oh man
Tmr will be the new year's eve and I'm going to work and I feel so reluctant to go. Everyone will be going to countdown. But it's ok, I must look at the bright side of life.
I'm looking forward to Friday. [=
Anyways, I feel like heading to the shopping mall and walk and shop. hahas. The hormones in me are reacting in a weird way, first time I wanna go shopping. hahas. Oh well. [=
Monday, December 29, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 12:50 AM___________________In just a mere three days, 2008 will be over. This year seems to past quite fast maybe it's because most of the time in this year were all spent on mugging. I quite miss using this word, "mugging". It had been so long since I last mugged. MUGGING, MUGGING, MUGGING, MUGGING!!! hahahs. I'm abit nutty.
Anyways, my blog will be celebrating it's 300th post soon! This is the first time I'm blogging so many posts. [=
31st December, I'm gonna write a very very long post because it's the anual ThanksGiving Day. And then, to set my new year resolutions! Must be practical! But I dont know if I could post it on time but I will try. I'm starting work this Wednesday, which is the 31st. Till the 4th if I'm not wrong.
It's going to 1am soon. I could not get to sleep. Maybe I am thinking too much about MUGGING! hahas. Nah. Was thinking where and when could I get my hands on Breaking Dawn. Ever since the movie Twilight started, Robert Pattinson, or rather, Edward Cullen was the top rated talk among the girls. hahas. And also because of the movie, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn were selling like hotcakes. So, aww. ]=
Saturday, December 27, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:13 PM___________________Went to TM just now with my family but to my disappointment, I went to Times and Popular, Breaking Dawn was out of stock. ]=
But I will continue to search for it! [=
"Suddenly, everything reminds me of you."
Friday, December 26, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 8:56 PM___________________Happy Boxing day everyone. [=
I've got a job and I'm starting next week. Weekend? I dont know. But I thank God that He is always there for me. He answered my prayers and yes! Amen. [=
School's reopening for my friends and my siblings and I had to give tuition to my younger brother. He is having he's PSLE this year and I hope I could help as much as I could. [=
So, Happy Boxing day!
"So long..."
Thursday, December 25, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:30 AM___________________MERRY CHRISTMAS !
It's Christmas today. As usual, stayed at home.
Yesterday's family gathering was quite ok. Time past quite fast. I received 5 presents. [=
The most fabulous present which I got is a 2GB MP3 player. I was rather shocked to have received that. It could be used as an MP3 player, a radio and a voice recorder. It was so cool. But instead of keeping it, I gave it to my elder brother because I had one already so I gave it to my brother. Well, Christmas is about the spirit of sharing right, so I'm quite pleased with myself. [=
Also, I received a book. But first, have to read finish the book Cherie loan me long long time ago, then I shall buy Breaking Dawn and then I will read that book.
I had bought the exchange present already but they say to keep it. So was quite disappointed. It was meant to sabotage people but in the end, I sabotage myself. Oh well. hahas.
School's reopening next week and I want to go back to school to experience the atmosphere of the first day of school. [=
But first, I want to play basketball!
"Lord, that was such an awesome dream you let me dreamt. I feel so blessed and happy whenever I thought of it. If only that could become real. [="
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 1:40 PM___________________Today is Christmas Eve and I'm not really looking forward to the family gathering this evening. hahas. What a thing to say. Anyways, just want to wish everyone Merry Christmas. May all your dreams be granted and God Bless! [=
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:07 PM___________________Today went out the whole day with Evon monster. We started hunting for presents at around 12pm. We went to Bugis first then to Ang Mo Kio Hub, then to Bishan Juntion 8 and lastly back to Tampines. I like Bishan Juntion 8 the most. Cause their arcade is so fun. hahas. And also, there's a shop called, "Trumpet Praise". It is where I like to hang out. Ever since Life Bookshop is gone, the only place which I could search for books to let me grow in God, is only Mount Zion. But Trumpet Praise is at Bishan. It's far. And lastly, I settled my exchange present at there.
Went back to TM and saw Vivian, Jieni, Jieying and Melvin.
I dont know if I could go to Biantai's christmas party but most probably cannot. I dont know but will try. I cant go for tmr's Christmas Eve service. Got Family gathering. I want to go church. It had been ages since I last went. I'm sorry God.
"I'm not going to let you go is my thought but reality brings me to let you go."
And!
IT IS BY GOD'S GRACE THAT BAOBAO IS BACK TO NORMAL! AMEN! [=
BianTai-V blogged@ 12:32 AM___________________This post is for my precious BaoBao.
"I dont know how long you still can hang on. Just now when I learnt the news that your heartbeat was escalating, it's getting faster and faster every second, I panicked. This thing happens before Brownie pass on. I'm very worried that you might just leave me. And when you left me, there's no more you. I had no one to speak to, except God, anymore. When I saw that your moving very slow and are very tired to move anymore, I realised that I'm just being very selfish. I'm just being self-centered, egoistic. I dont care if you are suffering or not, I'm just thinking about myself. And so, I prayed to God. I told Father that if you are suffering, I pray that You will take away BaoBao's sufferings if it means to have him leave me, I will let you go. Cause I dont want to see BaoBao suffer. I know that when he reunite with BeiBei and Brownie in Heaven, God will take good care of him. I know that losing BaoBao is a sonner or later thing but I really dont want him to leave me now. I need him. But if it is good that he leave, if he is free of suffering, I'm willing to bid goodbye to BaoBao. Cause I know, as long as BaoBao lives in my heart, his presence will always be a comfort to me even though he is not around. But now, all I could do now is to check on him now and then. I dont dare to sleep cause I'm afraid that once I wake up, he will be gone. BaoBao, mummy loves you. [="
Monday, December 22, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:12 PM___________________Out to watch Twilight today with Pris and Evon. The movie starts at 1.40pm but we were there already about 1hrplus before the show. So we walked around. We saw Kristal baobeii, Vivian and their friend there.
I was totally focused on the movie throughout. Edward is so handsome. hahas. His family members too. There were scenes that made the crowd go crazy. There's when Carlisle, Edward's foster dad appeared. He is very very white and pretty. Used that word, pretty, to describe him cause he and his family members were all really pretty. Also, when Edward and Bella kissed. hahas. The crowd went crazy. I think that when Edward got angry, he looks really shuai. hahahs. And and, when Edward told Bella, "No matter what it takes I will keep you safe." The way Edward protects Bella is so sweet. Aww. [=
Anways, this movie is recommended. I think that it's really really nice. I dont mind watching tonnes and tonnes of time. If there's New Moon, I will definitely watch it. [=
"I lose. Lose terribly. I lose you, my sanity and everything. If you were got to choose, I believe you will choose her."
"Dont you girls find me an odd one out between you?"
Sunday, December 21, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 4:27 PM___________________I went out yesterday and I saw a lot of stars above my head. And and, they are all real ones. I had tried counting them but there's like quite a number of them. I think there are 11 of them.
Early this morning, I went to play basketball. The advantage of playing basketball in the morning is that there are no other people. There are people but not people of our age but people like the elderly. The other half of the court was taken by the elders which they are doing their morning exercise. I dont know is it TaiQi or QingGong. hahas. But they are the same right? hahas.
Friday, December 19, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 6:07 PM___________________I cleared my room today. 3hours straight.
I want to go camp. But I think that it's too late already.
I had been sleeping late every night doing the daily routine. Watch Tv program, stay in my room let my mind drift off and fall asleep when I'm tired.
"I'm thinking every night, I still cant reach to any conclusion."
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Labels: The only winner are those who believes and trust in God till the very end. BianTai-V blogged@ 7:29 PM___________________I did nothing today. hahas. I'm quite lethargic today. I cant go Kaleo camp. ]=
I've wanted to go but I cant. Partly is because of money issue and mostly is because of parent's objection. How I wish I could go.
Jieni scored very well for her Nlevel. How I wish I could have her results during the O's. hahas.
"The more I think of the many things, the more it confirmed the scenerio which I had feared."
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:22 PM___________________Today I had a lot of fun. The seven of us, Shermeen, Pris, Evon, Ronney, WeiSian, LeongWei and me went to Escape to have a day of fun to celebrate Ronney's birthday.
At first, I dont really dare to take those rides but in the end, the more I played, the more I wanted to sit them. Take the Pirate Ship for example, I've sitted 5rounds of it. Even till now, as I was sitting down, it was as though I was on the ride. The feeling is like I am going up and down.
After lunch today, we went to the beach to sit. In the end, we end up playing true or dare. I can consider myself lucky. I've got a forfeit yet, I didnt have to do in the end cause they forgotten. [=
Went back to Escape. Continued to have fun and home we went at 6plus 7.
We alight the bus and suddenly I heard a sound, like a heavy parcel dropped on the floor, but it's a lady getting down the steps and I got shocked, LeongWei said he saw me jumped up. hahas.
Then Evon and me were queueing up for the 293 bus. But then when the bus came, we got out of the queue cause we thought that our house had got no dinner and wanted to buy Mac home and wanted to go find WeiSian and LeongWei to have dinner together. And we ran to find them but could not. Then when we wanted to walk back, suddenly they appeared. hahas. Bought my dinner and queue up for the bus. But cause they are too many people, we got out of the queue again when the bus came. hahas. Then when the bus drove off, we got into the queue again and home we went. [=
Anyways, I had a lot of fun today. [=
"what I ever wanted, they had today. Whether will I lead myself to suffer, I will give myself time to think about it."
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:01 PM___________________Falling in love and falling out of love are both very different things and of very different world. It may be sweet in the beginning but how many people can make love permanent? How many people can guarantee that their love will be forever? Well, I know God could but no one can compare to God.
Everything concern about love are unexplainably difficult and tough. You can suffer, you can be anything you want.
Things like crush, its tough. You have to suffer from jealousness and no matter what happens you could not show how you feel cause you are afraid that when your feelings are made known, things might turn ugly.
When you fall out of love, you are afraid that you cant forget your love but when you know that your ex had moved on and found someone new, its heart shattering. And especially when you had to act as though you had moved on, when you had not, and give them your blessing, its heart wrecking.
What they had today, I've ever wanted but no matter what, love cant be normal when there's only one that is taking the initiative. Like the saying, it takes two hands to clap. So, whether I wanted to continue to lead my jealousness to my self-sufferings, I will give myself a deadline and that I will make a decision.
Monday, December 15, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:37 PM___________________Nah, I'm not changing blog links or anything. This blog is staying but just that I suddenly had an urge to create a blog to share the Word of God with my friends. [=
This are somethings which I had learnt in the webpage introduced to me by JieYing for my daily reading. [=
Went to Changi General Hospital with my mum today and didnt know my dad took leave today and when we board the bus dad called and told us to alight cause he's coming to pick us up. Saw Clarie on the bus. [=
In the hopsital, saw some doctors, when they walked past, the only one word to describe them is cool. They are like so cool. White robes and the stetiscope round their necks, suddenly had the urge to become a doctor. hahas. But I didnt take bio and I dont want to be a doctor because the risk is too big. hahas. And I'm scared of blood. hahas.
After that, went grandma's house. [=
Home and watch TV programs all the way till 11pm. I dont feel like sleeping maybe because everytime I dont feel good I will not want to sleep. Well, there's alot of things weighing me down. I can't go to church camp, friendship things. lalalas. Everything shall be gone! [=
Sunday, December 14, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 9:58 PM___________________Did I say about how those buddhist go so crazy after the chief monk had touches their head. There was a time when the monk came out and the one who was wearing something nicer than the rest of the monk, everyone knelt down. And there were this two ladies, they left their food in the cafe and after their heads were being touched, they got so excited that they were laughing at each other and most crazy thing is that they laughed at their food. My friend and I were like stunned. hahas. Oh ya, my friend, her name is Abitak, from Coral Sec.
Ok, I'm really sorry, JieNi that I overslept today. I'm really sorry.
Guess that the raining season is back. It had been raining the whole day.
BianTai-V blogged@ 12:37 PM___________________Spending the whole of yesterday working at Munchy Cafe which is situated at Singapore Expo. First time working experience. I had peeled three bowlful of prawns and the bowl are like so big Those baking cake those kind. hahas. And and washing bowls and cups and saucers. My hands were like practically swimming the whole day. Wash and wash and wash. Till my back aches. hahas. Also, standing the whole day, more than 12 hr. And because yesterday there's a big big buddhist thing so there's a lot of people coming from different countries. From morning till night, people keep coming in. There's also people in cosplay too.
And now, my whole body aches. hahas. Anyways, its a good working experience. [=
Friday, December 12, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 6:13 PM___________________Today went out to play basketball. Ok, cant count as play. Sort of a bonding for Pris, Evon and me. We played abc and no more. hahas. We discussed about Wed's trip and talked about many things.
Hmms. I want a job to keep me occupy. The pay is ok. Just needed something to keep me busy.
During holidays, there's nothing to blog about so yah, that's it. Byes! [=
Time to hit the running track
Are you going to run away from reality forever?
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:21 PM___________________Guess what occassion is today?
Yeah! It's the day which I had been pending to. My Spiritual birthday! I'm officially 1 years old today!
I'm not born in a Christian family and all of my family members except one of my cousin are non believers. So it was until Secondary One that I know that there is a religion known as Christianity. As time goes by, I remembered that I once abhorred Christianity because I knew nothing of it and was instilled wrong concept of it. Last year's today, I encountered God and accepted Him. However, it was before I accepted Christ that I encountered Him. God had answered my prayers and it was then I knew that He loves me. Even though I was a non-believer, He still loves me. The lives after I had accepted Christ were awesome. I had been through rough times and smooth times of my lives and I had seen lots of miracles and I never once regretted the path I had choosen. Now, I just want to grow in God more and want to stay and understand in Him more. And also, I will continue to pray for myself that I will be granted the wisdom so that I could lead my friends to salvation.
Happy One Year Old to me! [=
Today went Crocodile house with Evon, Sharon and Kok Soon. Then we went to Ikea, Courts and Giant and off to Tampines Mall with Evon. Had a big head now. I dont know what I should buy for the 11 presents and the big one for exchange.
My face was so painful. hahas. My forehead and nose was sunburnt. Pain. hahas. [=
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 10:14 PM___________________Quite some time since I blogged. Hmms. Let's see. Had been staying at home. Time starts to flew by faster each day. Think I'm adapting to this. [= Going out seems like a chore to me now. But still have to find luck for jobs, buying Christmas present. [=
Had a rather weird dream few days ago. I dreamt of re-taking my O's. And the subjects were mother tongue and DNT. These two subjects are both which I no longer take. Mother Tongue I did not take after May's O's. DNT, I stopped after Sec2. hahas. So ridiculous. hahas.
Went to Gym with Evon yesterday. It was raining the whole day. So cool. Thank God that it didnt rain today. [=
Wonder should I go to Kaleo Camp or not.
Singapore is winning. [=
Singapore. VS. India. The score now is 2-0. Wohoo.
And and. Leong Wei, I'm not goal keeper! hahas. The who? Leona Lewis? hahas. Dont know how to spell. hahas. If want, I want Cristiano Ronaldo. [=
I cannot play soccer. I've got phoebia of it. I once kicked the soccer ball and the ball landed on my classmate's face. hahas.
I changed BaoBao's house again. Went to Pet Safari just now. The hamsters are so cute! [=
In just a few more weeks, Christmas is coming to town! [=
Tomorrow! 1 years old! [= Yay.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Labels: 4 more days BianTai-V blogged@ 7:55 PM___________________I had another weird dream last night. hahahas. This time is totally absurd. I dreamt that someone told me that I am going to sit for a Maths Test. Wooo. Think I miss studying too much. hahas.
My phone had gone quiet for like 2 days already and today finally it rings. [=
The whole day, watching MTV. Top 100 Hits. Wonder which song will be the song of 2008.
I had been sleeping late almost every night and waking up late in the morning. Dont really like this feeling. So I decided to sleep early and wake up early too. [=
Friday, December 5, 2008
Labels: 5 more days BianTai-V blogged@ 8:05 PM___________________Last night, I had a dream. This dream. Hmms. I dreamt of Jade and KaiLin. hahas. I remembered the time was afternoon, and school time is over and when we walked out of the school main gate, the scene in front of us is not the same zebra crossing or anything like our school's. It was a busy road, packed with cars. We had to cross an overhead bridge to get to the other side. As usual, KaiLin's dad came and fetch her off and left Jade and me. We walked and walked and landed in a bizzare shopping mall. The place was like any normal shopping mall. But as we walked, wanting to get out, it began to be creepier and creepier. Strange mythical creatures came out and the next moment I knew is that, I had woke up. I dont know is it a nightmare or just a normal dream. Maybe I had read too much of Eclipse. hahas. I finished my Eclipse! Now, I'm saving up to buy Breaking Dawn. Both New Moon and Eclipse were my this year's birthday present. hahas.
I had some savings in my piggy bank. But it was use to buy Christmas present for the BianTai-ians. I dont know what to buy for them. We are going to have a BianTai Christmas Party. Exchanging of present is one of the program so have to buy 11 small gifts and a big one. [=
Well, today, nothing else. Just another normal day but 5 more days! To my 1 year old. [=
"The more I think of it, the more I think it's my fault."
Thursday, December 4, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:21 PM___________________Today went for a happy date with my girlfriends. hahas. They are Shermeen jiejie, she came back from Taiwan not long ago, Priscilia, Sharon and Evon.
We went to eat at Popeye at T1. We went to T3, the Crowne Plaza Hotel. It was defintely a mirror hotel to me. hahas. The toilet was nice. We tooks loads of pictures there. Shall upload them when I got them. [=
Han Lin came after that and we played a trick on him. hahahahs. Singapore Changi Airport is defintely the nicest airport in my mind. [=
I shall go there play next time. [=
Basketball! I want to play basketball. [=
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 7:49 PM___________________Weee
I changed my blogskins.
Didnt went for the job interview today. Wonder how is it. I had been such a hmms. Dont know use which word to describe me. Just that I could not go out with my friends and made me very guilty. Everytime had to say sorry. So I'm really sorry again. Especially Evon monster. Everytime cannot go out with you. Even today. So sorry. Knew that you are disappointed in me. So sorry.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
BianTai-V blogged@ 5:21 PM___________________Hohoho
It's December already! hahas. Which means, I'm going to be 1 year old in 8 more days and and Christmas is coming! [=
Today went out lunching with Pris and Evon. Saw Keith mama and Don didi. hahas. After lunch, we wanted to find Keith mama but didnt managed to find him because we were all attracted to the arcade. We went to the arcade at TM. We were all addicted to the basketball shooting machine. Even though we played till sweat dripping and arms aching, we all loved it. hahas.
Went to StarBucks to chat. Chat about Christmas party with BianTai.
Ok then. Byes! :D
"Preoccupied mind, empty heart."
