Monday, December 31, 2007
Labels: Thank You BianTai-V blogged@ 9:44 PM___________________hey people! today is the last day of 2007! and also, it's Thanksgiving Day! so people, i'm gonna thanks quite a number of people and this is gonna be a long long long post! dun fall asleep! hahahs... so, this blog will be abt reflection on 2007 and thank you-ing people all the way... hahahs... okies... here i go!!!
firstly, the top on the list i'm gonna thank is.... God! I had promised God that i will put Him first in my priority scale and therefore the first I'm gonna thank is thank God! I wan to thank God to help me solve my problems I had this yr and keep on loving me and not abandon me when I need help. Thank you God! my praise will always go to u! hahas...
next is my family... i wanna thank them for taking care of me and to my younger bro, thank you for talking to me everyday non-stop beside my ear. hahas... thank you!
den, this person is someone realli special to me. what i wanna thank him is because... i wan to thank him for loving me once althought i tink he dont love me anymore now le... den i want to thank him for being my first boyfriend and that wanna thank him for caring for me when i'm feeling down. and also thank you for the "I Love You" sms-es, it realli make my day. i always wanna tell u that, no one can ever replace you and that you will always be the one and onli in my heart... thank you and i wanna wish u all the best and may God bless you always. i hope one day i could be able to talk and chat happily wif you once again. ily always.
nextly, is my GB family! especially these grp of people! My beloved laogong and ni ni... My dearest Squad 1! my dear Grubit! and other girls! firstly, wanna thank Pris and Jie Ni! without the two of u, i think my life will not be so meaningful anymore le... these two people are always there for me if i needed help... Jie Ni noes that i am stress abt my drill stage 2 and she help me trained on it and i wanna thank her for everything she had done for me... no amount of thank you can show how i realli do appreciate u, jie ni! next is Pris! Pris cares for me and she brought a lot of laughter into my life. hahas... she is there for me when she noes abt wat happen between him and me. thank you pris! we three will always be sisters forever, ya? hahas...
den, is my beloved Squad 1! hahass... wanna thank God for you girls! Kristel BaoBeii, Jocelyn sister, Valerie Mei Nu, Vivian Sister, Sze Min and Mindy! hahas... kristel, jocelyn, valerie and vivian, remember the night we had during this year's GB camp? hahas... secrets came out from us and it will also be safe within me! hahas...
MeiShi Grubit! thank you for being there for me during GB camp.hahas... love u always!
den, wanna thank this grp of people who made GB carry on! Miss Chiam, JieYing, HuiYan, Alvina, XingHui! thank you! GB 56th Rox! hahahs...
next is my grp of besttie! They are, Shermeen JieJie, KaiWei JieJie, Evon BaoBei, Sharon BaoBei, WeiLing, Cherie, Jade WangWang, KaiLin Sister, Shyahida, JiaWei, TingTing DaJieDa, MinNing XiaoMei and HuiJi! hahas... realli love being wif u all! next yr we will still be besttie still, ya? hahahs... i Love u gals!
den is the boys liao... hahas... firstly, wanna thank WenSu, JianXin and JunQuan for the number of homeworks that you all throw to me... hahahs... well, i dont mind. hahahs... jia you next yr though. dont throw homeworks to me again wors... =P
den, wanna thank you JiaCheng for encouragin and advising me during the period of time when i jus broke up wif him... hahahs... thank you!
Teacher WeiSian! wont forget u de! hahahas.. thank you for teaching me how to differeciate wat is good and wat is bad. thank you thank you! thank you also for supporting my decision after i had sort up my mind... hahhas... thank you for staying up until so late and chat wif me... but when sch reopen liao dun be owl le... resign the job of owl leh. hahas.. all the best and jia you for next yr even though u sae gt bad kids in your class next yr. JiaYou! dun be so happy yet leh, u still own me 2 slaps... hahas..
den thank you Joseph oso.. staying up until so late and chat wif me... hahas. thankyou...
also, the BB boys... thanks for respecting me and oso, i'm not ni men de "Da-Sau". dun call me da sau again hor... hahahas...
lastly, i wanna thank God to noe a big grp of people! Kaleo! for the whole of my 15 years, Encounter Camp is the most enjoyable camp i had!
A big Thank You to Jessica and Jonathan to help me in accepting Christ!
thank you Jessica and Joshua for being our Jericho Grp leaders! Go JERICHO!
Thank you Ken and Calvin for the laughter brought to me during camp. hahahs...
Thank you Eunice for being my sister during camp and we will be sister forever too. ya? hahas..
Thank you Jocelyn! for being my sister too!
Thank you Gordon and Joel Lim for the word of the day!
Thank you Sharyn for the Camp!
Thank you Jami for helping us in getting the ideas during the food committee meeting.. hhahas..
Thank You everyone!
finally, i wanna sae is, "2007, the year where laughter is laughed, tears are shed and beautiful memories collected... Thank you for everything... Thank you for the Camp and the new friendships made! hope that our friendship will keep on sailing until eternity..."
look out for tml's new year's resolution!!! =]
Sunday, December 30, 2007
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:33 PM___________________dun be mistaken by my title, "2nd last day". its not my life its this yr, 2007... ok la.. i noe i'm veri lame. try to understand... hahahas...
todae actually mummy and daddy wanna go out de den in the end mum spot that the pipe at the kitchen spoil den in the end dad had a hard time fixing it... its the ppl upstair lor. everything spoil.. somemore spoil de is concern water de... pipe spoil lucky mummy spot it... or else...
pipe spoil equals water come out. water come out equals flood at home. flood at home equals swimming... i dunno how to swim... so... dunno how to swim equals to i die.
its a short post... hahas...
i am waiting for teacher Wong WS to slap me tml. hahahahahas..
i not scared of u... hahas.. =D
BianTai-V blogged@ 12:21 AM___________________yay! the day i had been pending for is finally here! yes! it's the Camp AfterGlow! =]
went out at 12pm den saw jie ni and jie ying at the bus stop. they didnt board the bus because they waiting for Kristel. so wait with them. den at abt 12.25pm den board the bus. hahas.. den in the bus saw the BBs at the sports hall there. haha.. den we ran from the interchange to the mrt station... so shiock! should be meeting at 12.2opm at tampines mrt den in the end... hahahas... so sorry!
den at abt 1pm den reach aljunied mrt. saw jessica, dominic(i dont noe how to spell), jocelyn. den reached church le, waited at the sanctuary and was split into groups. went downstair and play water war. so cool! we played halfway den it started raining. so fun lor! those didnt go de will regret! den after that, went change clothes. sing song, pris, jocelyn, vivian, kristel n me damn high. hahahs... we keep jump and sing and laugh. hahahs... den after that, we watch video on the camp. the video funny at the last part.. hahahs.. after watching the video, clean up time! didnt realli do much... jessica, jocelyn, jonathan n me went to the office then we discuss abt things, pray together. have fun.. hahahs.
after that, go back sanctuary play awhile den go eat dinner at paya lebar de long john wif jie ying, jie ni, jami, evangeline, yin ting n kristel. den went home after that. realli had alot of fun today!
i wanna hope that my parents will accept the truth that i accept christ and that they will let me go church... =]
BianTai-V blogged@ 12:07 AM___________________Wanna talk abt the movie i had watched last night... the movie is called, "Beautiful Boxer". it's abt a thai man, his true life story... i love to read or watch other people's life story... hahas... okok, it's abt this thai guy, he is from a poverty family and he went to work to earn money for his family without letting his monk's head(i tink) noe and he was been sent away. so touching lor that part. den when he grew old, he work as a saler and one day, he went with his friend to a festival and he was been sent to participate into a boxing competition den he won and he felt great having people applaud for him. he joined to be a boxer because he knew that being a boxer can earn alot of money and that he wants to buy a lychee farm for his family. because he had the potential to become a boxer, his coach trained him until he is veri good.. he won numerous matches and he became famous throughout thailand. because he longs to be a woman, he started putting make-up into matches and therefore people laugh at him. he didnt felt despire despite people's laughing, he grew more and more determine and i love the spirit he's having. den when i wan watch the ending, my mum come out and scold me... she tell me go sleep... den in the end... i regret offing the television... i wan to watch the endingggg....
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
BianTai-V blogged@ 9:29 PM___________________Hey people... I'm back with a sorted thought. Yup, indeed, I had sorted out my thoughts. I had decided to put him down and forget everything abt patching back with him.
Indeed, that's a very painful decision for me but I don't wan him to keep on avoid me and making myself go crazy and i wan to make a stop for it.
From now on, i decided to put God on the top of my priority list. Next will be studies. Next will be my friends and family.
I just wan to make my family proud of me by having good grades for next yr's o level.
I am God's child and i wan Him to be proud of me by doin good deeds and be more lyk Him.
I noe u will not be seeing my blog and i wanna tell u that, let's be friends again. i will treat u lyk others. i will not have those BGR feelings for u anymore. hope u will accept me as ur friend again. =]
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:00 PM___________________hi people... i'm here to update how i celebrate my christmas. (as suggested by MR. WEI SIAN)
hahas...
this yr's christmas is the most different for the whole of my 15 years. it is not onli that i went to church to celebrate it, but it's a whole new meaning for me... i had found the true meaning of christmas... coz i accepted christ... haha... hmm... oso, this yr's present gt alot more oso.. hehe... gt present from.. hmm.. let me tink... jie ni, jie ying, valerie, kristel, sharyn.. hmmm.. think no more le ba... hahas...
den had service... service is fast... time pass realli realli fast.. hahas... "Emmanuel God is with us!" yay! i noe that God is faithful! hahas...
hmm... went to take mrt and reached tampines and walk home from there...
todae stayed at home... nothing do.. hahas... feeling rather sian... i had no appetite to eat anything, dun feel lyk goin out.. dun feel lyk doin anything.. onli wan my mp3 to accompany me... i felt terrible coz i realli realli misses u... =[
BianTai-V blogged@ 3:17 PM___________________MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!
wohoo! today is christmas! hope that everyone will enjoy their day today!
gonna go for camp afterglow on this sat.. quite look forward to it ba... hahas...
last night i didnt sleep... i offline and off the com at 2am after chatting wif wei sian n jie ni... sleep in my brother's room coz he todae not coming home... was tossing n turning in bed... den cannot take it, read the bible and did my quiet time... but was still wide awake... keep getting messages.. hahas... finally gt something to keep me busy for awhile... den listen to my mp3. jay chou's new song. "蒲公英的约定". it was a veri nice song. i love it. quite addicted to it. was droping tears while listening to it.. =P coz i remembered wat happened in the past... den i didnt sleep.. eyes quite swollen nw.. hahas...
den at abt 6am i slept until 8am....
Monday, December 24, 2007
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:27 PM___________________today is Christmas eve! haha...
went church jus nw... didnt go cousin hse celebrate...
went church and had dinner... hahas.. the turkey lyk chicken breast lyk that... veri hard... hahas..
had service and it was fun!!! hahas
went home after that... walk home from tanp inter... hahas... had fun wif kristel they all.. hahas..
u noe? the feelings came back again... i cant seems to get rid of the heart breaking phoebia... i still misses you, you noe? i noe from the day u requested for a separate, i noe u no longer feels for me... u noe? u promised me before we can go out in the future and be happy... but u broke it... i am always hoping that none of this had happened before but i noe time cannot be rewinded.... everytime i saw u, u will avoid me... why is it that u cant be a friend wif me lyk last time? u said we will still be friend... but i didnt hate u... i hate myself for not being nice to u... i hate myself forever... but i will hide my feelings for u forever...
Saturday, December 22, 2007
BianTai-V blogged@ 11:59 AM___________________yesterday had a christmas party wif the elderly of Golden Pine and the BB...
was asked to join in for the caroling... hahas... jieni too. meet ms chiam at 11am. sang 5 songs. i love the song, "Go, tell it on the mountain" hahas... its a veri joyous song.
the practise ended at 12pm and they went for lunch and jieni and me was sitting at the open space at second floor singing songs. from the christmas songs to our camp songs. den vivian and her group finished eating their lunch and come and join us.
had a lot of fun. hope that the elderlys too will enjoy themselves. =]
hmm... i got a lot of unfinished homeworks! den still need to write journals for the Kaleo Camp. and the worst of it is that, had to do powerpoint slideshow for english. den need buy a disc for saving it. haiz... no money to buy thumbdrive. hahas.
counting down 3 days to christmas!
Monday, December 17, 2007
Labels: God is great, Lord BianTai-V blogged@ 9:15 PM___________________so long didnt update le rite? hahas...
well... on the last day of the Kaleo camp, i accepted Christ and it was awesome, i admit. i love being a christian because i'm able to know God more and letting him control my life. like what Jonathan says, "Imagine you are a driver and that a stranger was standing on a roadside and that he wanted to have a ride but he wanted the driver seat. will you let him take the driver seat?" well... i gave up my "driver seat" to God. i wan him to take control of my life...
but things aren't always easy. my parents are always disallowing me to have anything to do wif christianity. i am veri scared to tell them that i accepted Christ. because i went to church this sunday and i went meeting todae... they sae i had gone rebellious and that i had changed.... why cant they think abt me? they always want things to go their ways. why cant they appreciate wat i did. they always allow my eldest brother to do the things he wanted. since sec 1, i didnt even see them scolded him at all.. they always sae my brother's phone bill is so expensive and appears to be angry but in the end they also didnt scold him. they still chatting happily wif him. IT'S NOT FAIR!
why they always lyk my eldest n youngest brother more than me. i onli did something small wrong they will think its a veri big trouble and didnt talk to me for a few days. my brothers didnt had this treatment before. its not fair la. but one thing i had which they didnt had is that i had a friend, a saviour. God.
he is always there for me when i am struggling in my troubles. lyk my camp theme song, "He Will Come And Save You".
Monday, December 10, 2007
BianTai-V blogged@ 9:33 PM___________________first day: we met in sch and set off from there at abt 2.30pm... it was raining veri heavily and that we reached the camp site at abt 3pm plus to 4pm. we were given our nametags and camp tee... we were brought into the basketball court and that we were separated into groups from there... i am in team jericho! i am with eunice n jocelyn. my other group members are, jessica, joshua, ko hao, calvin, ken, li hau, lucas, jocelyn, eunice, glenys, jami n danny. my team leader is jessica den my assistance team leader is joshua. after that, we played games and was having quite alot of fun. pastor andrew came n sae some intro to this camp den we went to our chalet...den we went to bath... the toilet i went to were somewhere in the woods... it was dark coz the light are spoilt?! hahas.. vivian sae it was veri romantic to bath in that circumstances... hahas. we had dinner that night n that i was too full.. i didnt finish it. den we went to the clubhouse and we had worship and it was veri meaningful. and that i had known God more. we had sharing time, we are quiet. hahas. we went to bed after that, the aircon was realli cold.
second day: we woke up and had devotion and that we had breakfast. next is high rope element! i overcomed my fear and went to play! it was fun! i love it! den low element is next... we are having alot of fun. had lunch after that and then played games together. we went to the open field outside to play captain ball. at first, we played with ball, second half is played with the food provided. first game they provided banana den second game is played with raisin, it was hard finding the raisins. hahas. den we played with marshmallow. it was fun! realli fun! after that, we bath and had dinner. went club house again and had worship again! yay! hahas. den sharing time, went to bed!
third day: woke up and had devotion and breakfast. we had devotion again! den had lunch and went treking after that. was raining n sunny n raining n sunny... was having a lot of fun. hahas. we were the first to be back! because we were soaked, ms chiam told us to bath n we had food competition after that, and had alot of fun. we had worship again! this time it was serious, they placed a cross in the middle and that i am touched by the songs n the things they had said... we went crazy after that... singing songs! the theme song was nice. there was one more song, everyday. it was a veri high song. ms chiam let us play until 4am den we can went to bed! wohoo! was playing wif alot of ppl at first, den went to play swing wif jieni after that, went walk walk around the chalets den sit under chalet5 and chat wif pris n wei sia. went to bed after that...
last day: wake up and had breakfast together den we took photo and had alot of fun!
i realli love this camp! it's the best camp i ever had! KALEO rox! =]
hope our friendship will never end man!
GOD bless! =]
Labels: JERICHO GO BianTai-V blogged@ 9:00 PM___________________was back from my camp!!!
Kaleo camp was sure fun!
i've made a lot of friends from there!
i am in the grp "JERICHO"!!!
so fun sia... we had alot of fun and that on the first two days we are veri quiet... haha...
but on the third day, we communicate more and that we are more bonded.
made alot of friends... from both jericho n other grp... hahas... there are 7 groups... they are: "JERICHO", "BETHSAIDA", "SYCHAR", "EMMAUS", "BETHANY", "JERUSALEM" n "CAPERNUM"...
this camp is call camp "encounter" den i had encounter alot of things. i had overcome my fear of heights and that i had encounter GOD. =]
joel, jonathan, yu yao, gordon, zoey, jessica, joshua, lucas, glenys, atticus, lester, yin ting are my friends that i had made... hahas.. so sad sia i didnt bring my hp along or else i can take photo with them. hahas. =]
i love this camp alot and that i hope can have more of it!
Thursday, December 6, 2007
BianTai-V blogged@ 9:28 PM___________________well... todae is JiaWei's n Kristel's baobeii birthday... wanna wish them a veriveri happy birthday! hope they realli enjoy it!
todae went Golden Pine and help Priscilia n WeiSian in their publicising... found out that keith is much more better than WeiSian... hahas... keith at least wont suan u until so bad but that weisian is such a bad bad.. hmm.. dunno how to describe him man... priscilia describe wei sian as a lime plus a packet of sour skitter. hahas... kristel n me was lyk laughin till stomach pain... saw meishi, jasmine, lisa n valerie after celebrating kristel's birthday... they had a meeting for the games at the christmas party... calvin, javen, leong wei n don were there too... yi rong, gregory n a girl(from their cell grp de) came too...
accompanied pris to her comic shop and she rush off to catch her bus... was walking back to disturb their meeting but saw jie ni half way and accompanied her home instead... slack at jie ni's hse... was so envious that yi rong n meishi gave kristel a winnie the pooh for her birthday... hahas....
went home at 5.25pm alone... coz they goin for dinner..
was tryin to walk out of his trap... but will still miss him though... had been waking up during midnight sometime n cry over it... i noe that there's no chance that we are goin to patch up and if he wan, i'm more than yes. and i will take time out n accompany him no matter how busy i am... i promise.. but this miracle is something that will never ever happen... from the surface i could see from him... he is way over me le... he put down le... but i will too... eventually...
Labels: starting afresh BianTai-V blogged@ 1:34 PM___________________hey hey peeps... this is gonna be my blog and that a new one... no more wangwangworld le... sorry wangwang...
alot things had happen this yr... good ones, bad ones...
good one is that i love my friends and that i had promoted to sec 4e4 next yr and that we will still stay together as 3e4'07. =]
bad things ar... hmmm... its a secret.. but these are not just simple bad things... but a one that shatters my heart to a million and zillion pieces... i will remember it... i hope... time wont let me forget this lesson...
well... next yr o level le... jia you!
no time to think abt other things... i will forget abt playing... i hope...
hahas
